Thursday, April 12, 2007

The Verdict Is In

We saw the ear specialist today...tubes it is...general anesthesia...my baby going to sleep and being given to strangers who will operate on him...I have such mixed emotions...I cried all the way home and feel like my stomach is in a big knot...the doctor said, it's easy for the kid, but quite traumatic for the parents...I know it's for the best, but it's really hard to think that way right now...I will check back in after my trip to North Carolina...can't wait to see my friend, but I am quite sad about leaving my little guy for 2 days (Amy how did you do it?) ...Hopefully they can give me a mimosa on my 6:45 a.m. flight!

2 comments:

James Michael said...

I can't imagine what you are feeling. I know nothing will make you feel better about it and I understand that. Just remember in the end it is the best thing for him and I bet he will do great. Thinking of you. Have a great time in NC. We just got to NC yesterday and the weather is fabulous.
thinking of you

Amy said...

I am thinking of you..definately a nerve racking thing...but it is a quick procedure and he will feel so much better when it is over...but that doesn't take away from how anxious you must be feeling! Hang in there and try to enjoy your time in NC - its hard to leave- but he is in good hands with Ryan!! At least you will miss the big storm coming again...ugh!! Love Amy